Thursday, November 12, 2009

My Biggest Fan

You know what? My daughter loves me. No, she really loves me. She doesn't care about my cellulite infested thighs or the stretch marks that adorn several of my body parts. Nope. She LOVES me. For me. She doesn't realize that there are probably better moms out there. Ones who keep the house cleaner, ones who cook fancier meals, ones who actually get dressed and do their hair every day. But she doesn't care. Because I'm HER mommy. And she loves me...and my banana muffins. I really think it has more to do with the muffins than anything else.

And you know what? I love her too. <3

Monday, November 2, 2009

How to Make a Little Sister...Week 32

As the end of this pregnancy is drawing nigh, I am really having some conflicting feelings about having a repeat c-section. On one hand, I know that my recovery will be so much better this time around if I do the scheduled section. However, I am still scared to death of another major surgery. On the other hand, I would LOVE to have a vbac....but I'm scared of that too. I would hate to go through labor and end up with another section anyway. I never even considered a vbac until recently, but now I can't get it out of my mind. I know whatever I choose will be fine, but I want to be sure about it either way. I want to be 100% confident in my decision, and I'm just not right now.

Other than that crisis, things are going well. I am still having severe pubic bone pain, but I don't think that is going away anytime soon! My blood sugar has been good, so it doesn't look like I will end up on insulin again. Baby girl is active and flips and kicks all the time. Just like her big sister did.

That's about all that's going on right now! Looking forward to December!